Friends

well it's the last day of february. this year surely is going by fast.
i would like to give a shoutout to all my friends: thank you for always being here for me and making me the person i am today. i could not have made it this far without your love and support.
i used to think someone's best friend was someone they grew up. someone they have known since kindergarten. fortunately i was lucky enough to grow up with my best friend who happens to be my cousin also! pretty much we're going to be best friends forever, and if you know us, you know we'll be making trouble for the rest of our lives. don't think it's going to stop in the nursing home. it's not.
i have learned in the past few months that when it comes to true friends, it doesn't matter how long you've known each other, where you met, or how often you talk. a true friend will always be there for you the minute you need them. like they say, a good friend will bail you out of jail, but a true friend will be in the cell standing next to you saying that was fun!!
i have been blessed to meet new people on a regular basis. people who experience constant loneliness are missing out. we need friends in our lives to be our support systems. we can't go through this life by ourselves. nothing is meant to be easy, but our hardships can be easier with the help of friends.
i feel very fortunate to have met the people that i have. some people i don't talk to anymore, but if anyone was meant to be my friend, they still are. and sometimes people just come back no matter how many times you try to get rid of them. those are the friends you know will always be there.
it's also great to have friends that you have amazing memories with. making ouija boards, catching tadpoles and killing a few, making heart pretzels, going to weekly movies, skating at sonic, being called brittany, trips to glenwood, texting til your fingers are sore (by the way that's not possible for me). pictures don't last forever, but memories do.
thank you to all my friends! you really have no idea how much i love you guys!
xoxo court

well another week has come and gone. valentine's day is over. thank goodness for that. i'm not sure if i could take another minute of that.
shiloh and i went to the salt lake at antelope island on monday. besides the very cold weather it was actually a lot of fun. we took some fun pictures and hung out for a while. we finally had to go before i froze to death. i forgot my big coat. i'm not sure what i was thinking. it's still freezing up here. i feel like i'm living in Antarctica or somewhere up there. today was cloudy and very chilly. i want this winter weather to leave! after the lake we went to kim's house and played with andi and jacob. then headed to gateway mall to end the day.
i'm up to 825 hours. getting there. hopefully will be done on time. don't want to spend forever up here. i don't know how people can just live up here their whole life. it makes no sense to me. i'm sure if all my family and friends were up here it would be a different story. but since they are back home, that's where i want to be. two months!

it's 7:30 and as soon as i finish this blog i'm going to bed. hopefully i can get some sleep in tonight. i'm tired of waking up before i have to. it's getting kind of old. no, it's getting really old. i'm not sure why my body doesn't want to sleep. it just likes being a pain. maybe it's the fact i'm not sleeping on satin sheets. i might have to switch back to those.
less than a month for my birthday. i'm not that thrilled about it. shiloh is getting me an amazing dinosaur cake, but my family is not going to be up here, i don't have any friends up here. and 19 isn't a special number. so pretty much it'll be another day in my book. oh well. at least it's on a day i don't have school. that will make things a little better. who knows, maybe we'll hit up a club or something like that...
well i'm off to get some sleep hopefully. see ya next time!

Febuary Update

wow. i can't believe it's already almost valentine's day. what a pathetic excuse for a holiday. honestly, all it is, is a day for lovers to do what they already do and for single people to feel worse than they already do about not having anyone. i can willingly say i have never had a good valentine's day experience. most of them i experienced single, one i got in a fight with a friend over a heart pretzel, and others were just boring. but anyways, let's talk about something different. like how much i could be the joker when i'm wearing this masque on my face. haha

we have been watching a lot of batman cartoons lately. and i think it's appropriate to say if i had a crazier look on my face i could most definitely look like joker. not sure who would want to be like that crazy man. but then again if we could be compared to personalities of characters, i would be harley quinn. no matter how mean the joker is and how many times he gets rid of her, she will always come back to him. she will always love him. and in his sick twisted way he loves her back. i have a joker. and i'm his harley.
but let's talk about something a little more exciting. like, waxing!! since in school i have learned to wax pretty much every part of the body. sorry guys, haven't learned how to do brazilians for you yet.

when i first started waxing, i was a big fan of hard wax. you don't need a strip to pull it off, it's a stronger wax, and it is more gentle on the skin. but after waxing clients for six months now, i can say i love strip wax. you don't have to wait for it to set up. less time, less pain. one minute hair is there, put the wax and strip on, and the next minute the hair is gone. it's amazing! my absolute favorite body part to wax is the armpits. i can't even explain how wonderful it is to have a gross hairy armpit on second and a completely clean one the next. like i said, it's amazing.
well i've prolly grossed you out enough. so, until next time! xoxo